The hordes arrive, in families of twos and threes, all nationalities,
as I sip tepid tap water coffee, thirsty for succor in this jailhouse sweet shop.
Regulars, strangers, all alike, from the gym, retail store and pet trainer next door,
all drop by at an appointed day of the week coinciding with their weekly habits and chores.
And they ask the same questions, and look around with the same concentrated effort of choice.
The anesthetics of the daily hum through a storefront window surpass surreality–mere abstraction.
“They have too many choices,” one Yelp reviewer complained.
A desperate failure for sure, this absence of the given, circumscribed, delimited and allotted.
Failure abounds, thrives in the cracks and on roof tops, announced, derided, ridiculed and feared.
Professional success is a teflon mask of muscular smile, amused at fun house mirrors while
a stranger looks inside herself and winces at the truth: faking bemused stares.
Not a single one, no one is good enough, not since Caesarian born fær thundered alive.
A curious beacon, this failure, negative space, vertical inversion, binary split,
a vacancy, trip, stumble, snafu and inferno too–blazing bailiwick’s forest funeral.
Fiery mourning howl weeps losses unfathomable but not forlorn forever.
No one stumbles on a pavement crack unscathed, eternal-glimpsed of false stability:
reinstating an upright illusion, death defying gravity-riven, absolved, re-calibrated,
restored but bludgeoned awake by the faltering blow, newly armed in science or religion.